Peace

So, I'm not the best at keeping a journal. Never have been. However, lately I've been feeling a need to reconnect with myself, define my priorities, cultivate a more meaningful life. There are some important things missing in my life. At the top of my list is gratitude. I have a beautiful life, one that deserves more appreciation. I believe that this is where this blog needs to take me. I'm going to attempt to convert this space into one that will help me live a better, more peaceful life. So without further ado, what I'm grateful for at this moment:

1. Adrian's robot dance moves. (This child is my happy place)
2. A flexible work schedule that will enable me to make money and still spend more time with my kids
3. Dave's unending patience with me
4. The sunroom full of windows and my children's artwork
5. My cozy bedroom
6. A summer wide open and full of possiblity

I need to parent my children with the future in mind. What do I want them to remember about me as their mother? Was I patient and supportive? Or, was I critical and demanding? I'm not doing the job I set out to do 12 years ago, but I can change that starting today. Who cares what others think! There will always be the negative people in life. I will lead with love and firm resolve that they are good and worthy. I will put my own life insecurities into perspective so they do not tarnish the lives of my children.

Peace out.